still

trying to get used to tumblr.

tumblr is so complicated at first -_- hhaha hopefully i get used to it.

anyways, i slept all freakiin day. haha havent done that in awhile(=

looks like

its time to say byee to blogger and ello tumblr..


ill sign in every once in awhile (=

tempted.

i was tempted to make a tumblr since mark kept talking about it all freakiingg night.... SOO i made one hahaha... imma switch to tumblr soon, because its cooler lol

anyways,
bubstuh is going to vegas tomorrow, so i tried to spend alot of time with him todayyy. by the way, thanks for today(=

and both my parents are gone ):

dad- p.i for TWO WEEKS D=
mom- vegas for the weekend..


depressing but happy at the same time. tomorrow we have auditions for SI and i'm super duper nervous since i wasnt able to practice as much =/ wish me luckkk!!!

summer

is coming to its end and i'm still waiting for something AMAZING to happen. hmmm i kinda miss last year.. The late night calls, the interesting adventures carla and i had, when my family would come to my house ever weekend and have fun, when melanie would sleep over almost every weekend and if i didnt see her for a week we would freak out and act like its been forever, and alot of other fun stuffff. hehehe oh mannnnn.. anyways, i'm waiting for my brother and mommy to finish getting ready so we can leave to go to palm springs. eff you carla for not going AGAIN ): wehhhhhh oh well.

k well i'm running out of what to say so... bye bloggers (:

happy 8 months(:

isiah de guzayyyy. hahaha thankyou for todayyy!! ♥ i can't believe it's been EIGHT FREAKINN MONTHS... alreadyy! dizzzang (; anyways today was oooookayy, i guess i expected to much from it and it turned out.. not how i expected it to be. Most of the plans i wanted to do, we weren't able to do.. whatta bummer =/ but its okieee as long as i was with bubbbbaa (= like his robot? (; hahaha

anyways, i'm pretty excited for next week!
1) it's CARLAS 18th BIRTHDAYYYY... guess what that means (; HAHA jaykaying!
2) me and isiah are going to watch season one of heroes! hehe
3) try outs for SI (i'm pretty nervous) =/
4) my mom's going to vegas on saturday... heyYyY (;

and uhmm other stuff.. i just need to think of it lol

i dont want isiah to go to vegas )))))): boooohoooo

oh well =/ hmmm i think imma go play some OMGPOP then sleeep so gooodnight bloggers (=

dream house

AHHAAHA just playin'
but i still think its cute (:

I HATE

this feeling ):

STOPSTOPSTOPSTOP pooooooop

gooooood weeek

now that i think of it, this week went pretty well!

monday: isiah came over and then we went to boiling crab with lounard, christine, jeff, and lejay. THEY MADE ME LATE TO MY SI CLASS. but its all goooood, it was worth it (:


tuesday:stayed home? i dont remember what i did on tuesday. haha

wednesdayy: woke up by a surprise visit from isiah de guzayy and we waited till the boys came home so that they can play street fighter. While they were playing i was cleaning. Then i got ready to go to SI (:

thursday: i waited for isiah to come, then i got ready. after we headed to my ortho appt and picked up joanne, richard, and hieu. THENN we went back to my house to meet up with brandon, alexis, and sabriya and then we made our way to OC fair. thankyou joanne for the cheesecake LOVEYOUU ♥ i hope you had fun with mr. CUTAYYYY (;





friday: went to zeee mall with mi familia, but i didn't really buy anything =/




saturday: john invited us to another party thingy mabob. luckily i invited Isiah because if i didn't, we wouldn't have been able to get home since john, kyle, and phoung got hella drunk -_- It ended up ending early so Isiah drove us back to my house around 10ish and john wanted another shot so he took like 2 more -_- and we made our way to the top of the world. isiah and john ended up stripping because they kept cussing and john chased isiah in his underwear LOL. Then we went to molca salsa and called it a night(: i waited for my parents to come home because i thought Carla was going to sleep over but when we heard the garage open me and Isiah went downstairs to find out carla was too drunk to come =/ i couldn't sleep so i just went to my brothers room and started watching him play OMGPOP and some tv, i ended up falling asleep in my brothers room by isiah at 5:30ish. hahaha









and now today is sunday, which is my lazy day (:

just like old times,

but maybe even better! ♥

yes isiah is shirtless because he failed at the game SEX haha(:



christine-"sorry i squirted"
lou-"EWWW AHHAHAHAHA"
*all laughs*
christine-"NOOO! its because of the head!"


i still miss joanne ):


i feel the need to call isiah but babayy boyy is tired booo.
can't go out for 2-3 days daddy said.. eff you lej -_-
goooodnight bloggers.

the summer feeeell

feels goood (:

goals:
-even out my tan.
-finish my to do list with bubstuh
-HANG OUT WITH JOANNE
-clean my WHOLE ROOM
&more to come hahaha

the past week has beeen okie. there were fun times, but also horrible times. lol yesterday i went to the beach with lejay, lou, allan, and lous family. everything was going SO WELL until we got pushed to the left side of the beach which was where the BIG waves were... yuppp. thankgod for life guards and lou! without lou i would have drowned, good thing he came for me rather then lejay.. AHHA i had a feeling i was gonna get a cramp since we ate alot, but luckly i dint get one. Everytime i would try to breathe, a huge wave would come . stupid Asians just kept staring at me with their boogie boards. ANYWAYS.. hopefully tomorrow will be a good day too(:

oh yeah and lejay fails at the game SEX hahahaha



my weekend= 8/10 (:

i liked

how things were before. i miss it.... alot





but then little miss muffet just had to ruin everything...

also, i hate when people brag about EVERYTHING.. AND when they think that the whole world revolves around them when they have problems.

thanks for just ruining my day even more.

gotta love 'em!

So yesterday was the first day of SI session 2 and it went pretty well (: i hope christine can still get a spot in the class! =/ anyways, today was pretttyy chill. I was suposed to go running with the transFOURmers, but we just ended up hanging out with the group. Everyone met up at my house around 4ishh and then went to Angelos? or w/e for some donuts, but me and isiah wanted some tacos from jack in the box, so we went there after. Once we got food we went back to my house to meet up with more people and just ate in front of my house for a little bitt. it was nice seeing lounard and bernard again (: it's beeeenn awhile! but yeahhh, we made our way to cerritos to go to WING STOP, but ended up not gettting any since we just ate. i asked brandon "why'd we come here thennn?" and then that's when brandon said "ITS OK GUYS! as long as we're together" it made me and christine say "AWWWWWWWWWW" ANYWAYS, Brandon and richard wanted some ice cream, so we were about to get some UNTIL isiah told brandon "there was moist or steam coming out of your car." Brandon went to his car and checked on his engine. Apparently he got an oil change and the people forgot to put the cap thingy back on, so we went to the nearest pep boys and asked if there was anything they can do, but the cap they had wouldn't fit. Instead brandon just got a towel and stuffed it in.. we just ended up going to brandons house and took pictures (;









"uhmm how much is your double cheese burger?" AHHAHA

"LETS DO DISSSS"

it's summer and i still havent hung out with the people i want to hang out with.. i miss everyone =/ Richards blog makes me want to go to the observatory even more.. booooo. anyways, friday i ended up going to celines and played some PICTIONARY.. who knew that game could be so intense and fun.. HAHA me and celine are unbeatable (; i went home around 1:30ishh and knocked out when i got home. Then the next morning i got a phone call from my cousin john asking if i wanted to go to a pool party at his apartment. I didn't expect much from it, but it turned out to be pretty fun. The way his friends acted made it seem like they weren't in college haha. but yeahhh, here are some pictures from the weekend.(:







my weekend= 7/10 (:

unsatisfied.

i still feel the need to go out. MAYBE just maybe we'll go over to celines house to eat some pizza and chill with HP fambam (: going to the beach just isnt enough. hhaha. i hope ill be able to join SI still =/

realizing

how much i miss the old summer days when i would stay up forcing myself to do an all nighter with people i barely know and we would talk all night getting to know eachother. i miss when i used to webcam everynight with the "bestfriends". i miss when i would get random phone calls at 4 in the morning& when meleah visited me 3 in the morning and couldnt leave because of the security guard, so she stayed until 5am. I miss the days when carla and cathy would take me to the beach mostly every weekend and right after we would go to pinkberry in longbeach. I miss the time when cathy drove me and carla to chino hills and that was the first time i stayed out till 12 without my brother. I miss those times wwhen we would go to flame broiler after SI and make random videos... hmmmm what happened? =/

Soo...

Hi guys i just wanted to say that isiah's sexay... muahahha >:]
isiah's really cool and i'm gay
i'm really really super gay wooooo

life

isn't just about what one person thinks. life doesn't revolve around just one person either...no matter how tough a situation could get, how you feel and what you think could be a completely different story from what the other person feels and what they think. communication is always key in a relationship...don't abuse it. where will constant fighting lead you to. heartbreaks and crying? your partner might not realize the impact they're putting on the relationship, but..a relationship is about two people, not one's selfish assumptions- have you heard your partners side of the story? problems like these you need to talk it out. you can't be greedy and only remark what you think... getting pissed about everything also won't help either. so think about it.. if you really wanted the relationship to last, you can't blame the other person...
-joanne kim(:

its hotttt

the weather keeps getting hotter and hotter, i need to go to the beach to tan. anyways, the weirdest things happened to me yesterday.. While my nap a victoria secret box fell off of my desk and i have no clue how the heck that happened and last night while my sleep my tv changed channels and the volume was going all the way up, so i moved to my brothers room.. HAHAHA. scary ): yupyup. i'm getting really tired of staying home. yesterday i asked my mom to drop me off at isiahs house and around 5:30ishh i was dropped off. we watched butterfly effect, that movie really got me thinking and it was hard for me to understand it because isiah kept asking me if i wanted corn beef -_- hahaha. then we watched the new episode of icarly which was pretty lame! then isiah dropped me off and he stayed for like 15 minutes then left.


isiah's lame. haha

i lovee

the feeling when i wake up with no one home or waking up to isiahs calls saying "i'm outside" AHHAHA(: anyways, the summer feeel is starting to kick in. i feel kinda sore from yesterdays run, but its okie.

4th of july was funnn and hott! it would've been better if carla was there. lame-o >=/


july 5th i went to zee mall with favorite cousin and visited our cousins in whittier. (: i still want peectures carla! haha


july 6th was my 7 months with isiah! we went to yens house and played some poker (i owneddd =D) hehe. then we went laser tagging and ate at The Habit, thankyou isiah for a fun day (:



and now i'm at home craving oreos.. poooooop.

OH AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY HIEU♥

so far

my summer has been okieee. my birthday turned out really well. thankyou to those who greeted me and gave me gifts!






Most of my summer has been spent with my boyfrehh'. eating, taking naps, and watching movies with him, oh joy -_-. hahaha JAYKAYYing!(= OH i've also been running with the "surFIVErs" and if jeff f. isnt with us we're the "transFOURmers" yupyuppp! 4-5 miles each tuesday, danggggg.. too bad i dont run the whole thing HAHA. 4th of july is coming and i think we're going to palmspringss (: EFF YOU CARLA FOR NOT COMING... hehee. anywayss, it's also the 6th on monday!! haha dangg 7 months ALREADY. that went by fast, oh well.. hehe(:

well..

last night was interesting haha, i had a lot of fun. the graduate carla got fucked up... again.Lounard and Tina took care of her (: isiah was the one who took care of me because everyone kept telling him to take care of me. He kept saying he was "straight" mhmMMMMmmM yeah, he wasnt...lol I walk away bumping into walls and he comes running after me and gives me water, awwww sho cute (: i was surprised that brian recognized me from last year haha danggg. anyways, i wasn't able to get much sleep which was LAME because lejay and carla TOOK ALL THE SPACE and the boys took all the couches. i dont remember much, but it's starting to come to me.. little by little. hahaha. hmmmm That was the first time in six months that we vented =/ lameee. i hope we'll vent more in the future.. when we're not drunk -_- well, i just came back from celine's house and im about to knock out since i slept for only about 4 hours -_- hahaha
goodnight bloggers (:


congrats again carlybofarty (:

CONGRATULATIONS caluhhhhhhhhhh

so today carla's graduating, i can't believe she's a senior going into collegeeee oh my gulayyy. so she's on the phone right now and shes buzzed still. hahaha lame-o.. she just asked me if i've felt fake boobs O_O hahaha anyways, i've been home alone through out this whole week and i'm deciding if i should sleep over carla's house till saturday... HMMMMmmMMm. I think ill just stay home and on friday ill go to the party thingy with carla, miss alcoholic... for those who i texted, let me know if you're going or not gracias, k bye (:

oh and i dont know matts, yens, and richards number so i didnt text them so yeah let them know if yeah.. haha

goodbye c/o '09 hello c/o '10

wowww this year went by fast, i can't believe it's time for the seniors to graduate! congrats guys, goodluck with college(: you guys are officially freshmen again, and for the juniors... how does it feel to be a senior? hahaha ohhh mannn. it's finals week and we get out at 12, thankgod. just TWO more days to go and SCHOOOOLS OUT (:

paper throw!


OHH NINE SO FINEEE. ready for college guys? (:


2010
? hahahha

2011


2012

... eff you celine!

i'll meeesh thee c/o 09!@#$%^

i guess

i'm just going to study for finals with the fantastic four, yumm. stag was okiee i was literally just standing and looking at everyone dance for like an hour or two. i came home today around 9ish, Jamie didn't want to drive us home so we just rented a scary movie and slept over. hahaha.

i'm tired.

happy six months♥

so many

feeelings bottled up inside =/

palm springs was funn, melanie got to see my weird family play games and she also got to join the coin tosss, where the aunts and uncles throw coins to the kids and the kids have to pick up as much quarters as they can and who ever has the X on their quarter gets extra $$$, my all time favorite (: too bad i didn't get the X -_-

anyways, saturday was probably better than this whole weeek! maybe next time my parents won't be such party pooopers >=/

i hate it

when i get my hopes high and it all just crashes down. >=/

2 more weeks of school, wooooo. i hope this summer will be better than last years..

i miss the weekend

so,

it's a three day weekend. Everybody is either gone or going to prom. pooooop. bubstuhhhh is at the bay errreah, seniors are going to prom... mark and richard are probably going to UCI dance. hmMMmmMMm....


hawks point sleep over? (;

hahaha i hope this weekend doesn't go to waste

i kinda

wanna mix things up a little.


goodnight bloggers. poop

trying

to get things back on trackkk. this week isn't the best, i miss last week -_-

R.I.P JEFFMLL =/

5/16/09-5/19/09

its okie i still have LOUNARDJLL.. haha

looking forward to palm springs with thee fam bam and long lost sister. hahahaha

mission accomplished!

this week has been really gooood! and NO JEFF... its not because i've been hanging out with you all week. -_- hahahaha

on thursday we went to korean bbq for christhangss birthday(:




friday went to troys pcn and went to darenes house with jefffuckignery and kuyaa lou. then we went to molca salsa and wendys to get food and headed home.. lounard got too tired so decided to sleep over with jeff jeff.




saturday, lounard slept the whole time he was here. then jeff came over around 12ishhh? and isiah de butthead came over and had a little game of............ HAHAHA nvm. after that went to a festival, won two fishes for richard nappysack=D, went to big park, home, then celine's house and ate yummy cookies (:






it's surprising how my parents aren't upset about me going out everyday this week. haha. anywayssss, all i have to say is that today was a mission accomplished! (;

haha goodnight bloggers...

P.S thanks mark for the talk today.. i needed to get that out of me (: