so many

feeelings bottled up inside =/

palm springs was funn, melanie got to see my weird family play games and she also got to join the coin tosss, where the aunts and uncles throw coins to the kids and the kids have to pick up as much quarters as they can and who ever has the X on their quarter gets extra $$$, my all time favorite (: too bad i didn't get the X -_-

anyways, saturday was probably better than this whole weeek! maybe next time my parents won't be such party pooopers >=/

i hate it

when i get my hopes high and it all just crashes down. >=/

2 more weeks of school, wooooo. i hope this summer will be better than last years..

i miss the weekend

so,

it's a three day weekend. Everybody is either gone or going to prom. pooooop. bubstuhhhh is at the bay errreah, seniors are going to prom... mark and richard are probably going to UCI dance. hmMMmmMMm....


hawks point sleep over? (;

hahaha i hope this weekend doesn't go to waste

i kinda

wanna mix things up a little.


goodnight bloggers. poop

trying

to get things back on trackkk. this week isn't the best, i miss last week -_-

R.I.P JEFFMLL =/

5/16/09-5/19/09

its okie i still have LOUNARDJLL.. haha

looking forward to palm springs with thee fam bam and long lost sister. hahahaha

mission accomplished!

this week has been really gooood! and NO JEFF... its not because i've been hanging out with you all week. -_- hahahaha

on thursday we went to korean bbq for christhangss birthday(:




friday went to troys pcn and went to darenes house with jefffuckignery and kuyaa lou. then we went to molca salsa and wendys to get food and headed home.. lounard got too tired so decided to sleep over with jeff jeff.




saturday, lounard slept the whole time he was here. then jeff came over around 12ishhh? and isiah de butthead came over and had a little game of............ HAHAHA nvm. after that went to a festival, won two fishes for richard nappysack=D, went to big park, home, then celine's house and ate yummy cookies (:






it's surprising how my parents aren't upset about me going out everyday this week. haha. anywayssss, all i have to say is that today was a mission accomplished! (;

haha goodnight bloggers...

P.S thanks mark for the talk today.. i needed to get that out of me (:

so far so good (:

sooo i just got back from jeff jeffs casa, it was fun, serious, fun, serious. hahahaha we tried to have a "bonding" session but it turned out to be a "massage me" session ahhahaa! thanks for the dinner jeff jeff! (: good talk guys.. jeff, joanne, and legway.
anywayssss!
this week has been really goooood! today was good day numero tres (: tomorrow is korean bbq for christhangs birthday! happy belated cute girl (: next weekend is promm and i think imma just go to uci dance with joanne... MAYBE... but since zee boyfriend isnt going to be there it'll probably lame -_- boooooo. oh well... he'salame-o&anasswhole JAYYKAYYYing butt head(: well, it's time to take a showuhhhh. gooodnight bloggersss.

monday:



tuesday:



wednesday:


lets hope this week turns out to be a good one.. I'm trying my best not to be negative about certain things and also trying my best not to think about what's going to happen next... pooop

seriously?

i'm trying my best to be here for you.  you're so lucky  i love you to death.. oh my gulayyyy -_- anywaysss! its weird not having to worry about pcn anymore.. hahaha nothing to do afterschool. today i was in a really good mood.. for some reason.. everyone was, well mostly everyone. haha

 I'm still enjoying the $1.00 boba, yummmay. 5 more weeks till we're out of school..i think? wow... this year went by wayy to fast for me to enjoy hahaha. whateverr we have the summmer (:

TIME TO SIGN UP FOR SI6! =D

PCN '09

was a success (: thanks to those who came out to watch us last night! i'm glad my parents enjoyed it. hahaha.well, now that pcn is over we dont have a reason to stay at school till 6. time to get our grades backk uppp! hahaha. now my legs are sore to the max, all that running backstage is tiring. i'm still really really really tired. right when i went on rays' couch i knocked out. hahaha i don't even remember walking to my bed. anywaysss it was nice seeing those i havent seen in while! haha good night, good night..





oh yeah
HAPPY MOTHERS DAYYYY ♥

is this really happening?

c'monn its PCN week. seeing you guys like this just makes me want to cry, it's horrible. People have been going through rough times lately... i hate it =/ i hope everything will be ok by friday. I'm superduper excited for this weekend, i hope all this stress is worth it. i'm going to be really busy this week with pcn. today was going good until i found out that the person i always see smiling or laughing, is crying. tomorrow is another day of depressing-nesss. goodnight bloggers.

we haven't changed a bit.. hehe i miss last year.


p.s there's a bug flying around my room... i wont be able to sleep until i kill it. >=/
haha