made my day

yo jericho : nope. Imma be like OMG OMG! ITS LIEZEL! SHES SO GOOOOD. ID MAKE HER MY WIFE BUT LYDIA PAEK IS!!

quad show tomorrow! comecome there's going to be a twisttt to the end of our performance(;

i never knew

Geraldine had such a great voice(: today, we practice for the guitar show this Wednesday.. i hope carlybofarty goes.

carluhhhhhhhh : "i feel that.. our friendship is disintegrating"
heythereliezel : im probably
heythereliezel : just going to apologize to her
heythereliezel : about being mean
heythereliezel : wtf carla
heythereliezel : AHHAHA
carluhhhhhhhh : ahhahahhahhaha
heythereliezel : I WOULDN'T SAY THAT


what does she expect from me? hahahaha!
anyways today was a good day for me, even though soup plantation with ray got canceled. we just ended up watching the food channel and eating chicken at his house. hahaha yummmm.

my weekend= 6/10

i'm trying

to be nice, but you just give me the worst attitude. you're not the only one, trust me, you can ask my brother, Isiah, and everyone else i hang out with. you know what I'm going through right now and thinking about it just puts me in the worst mood. i treated you and saw you as a sister, when I'm with you it's always "I'm tired" or "I'm not in the mood" the only time that i was able to make you smile was when i brought you to my friends. the only reason why i would bring you everywhere is because i knew you had fun hanging out with us and it was supposedly your "get away" group. i'm not the only one who noticed your attitude my brother and mom did too. i feel like you've put me aside. yeah I've been through it, i didn't like it either. i complained alot, but i still put up with it and tried putting a smile on your face...





goodnight bloggers

p.s. a day with jeff is actually pretty fun, but he's still lame for hitting me in the eye.

its a friday

and i'm stuck at home. someone kidnapp meeee! i wanted to hangout with the boys, but i dont want to ruin their BNO(boys night out) hahahaha.


CARLA WHERE ARE YOU?!

things are slowly

getting better. PCN is in 2 weeks, how exciting. testing was easy and boring. today, was a good day..

ms. creel: silence is golden
ruben: well ms. creel, duck tape is silver.

that was funnayyy it's one of those "you have to be there" moments (:
anyways, i think I'm going to sleep early today to try and get the regular 8 hours of sleeep.

goal: be in bed by ten.


now that i look back at it the 8th grade graduation dance was pretty fun.. i misss it!

i want to

get away from everything.....

no one cares anymore.

i feel like shit.

goodnight bloggers.

asdfghjkl;

For the past few days I've been really depressed. whenever i'm home i just feel like crying. I haven't really been venting to melanie because i feel like i'll just stress her out. my mom, lejay, & carla are the only people i can really go to. my mom said that i just have to face reality and if things change its for the best. I always feel like shit and i don't feel like shit only because of "her"... I wish things can just go back to normal.

and i thought

today was going to be a good day.. i guess not. I was being bitched at non-stop after school by my family. pretty gay, i guess i deserve it for being such a pooop head to them for the past few days. the only person i was able to talk to was louie.... He has a way of making my frown turn up side down. hahaha. When i got home my family had dinner at thai bbq in cerritos and lejay and i were able to tell our parents how things are going so farr.. it was relieving, me and lejay finally got to say what we wanted to say. fjsdfndklsnflkdsnlkfdnslk anyways, it's czarina's birthday tomorroowww! (: yay.

get away= carla gonzalez

SI6 anyone? (;


p.s thank you Isiah for the ride home & you also have a way of making me feel better too, but you just don't know it because you're dumb like thattt................
















jk smart guy(:

oh boy!

me and melanie are getting toooo excited about the future (:

ahahha!
goal: egg "his" house. haha.

this week has been ooooookay. Ever since i had that talk with melanie, i've been blehhhh. It was our most emotional talk ever, i love hearing what she has to say... she makes me realize.. ALOT. hehe <3


anywaysss
i miss this night!

booooo.

you make me feel like a piece of poop... everyday.it sucks boooty. bleh. i'll just have to get used to it.

p.s i love venting to Jericho Rabagao, because at the end we just end up laughing (:

i wish spring break started this week.

its just

one of those nights where you think about all the bad things that can happen.


not going out for awhile, mommy said so.

this spring break was okayy.
i miss carla.

):

i wish this was a dream that i could just wake up from.....