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For the past few days I've been really depressed. whenever i'm home i just feel like crying. I haven't really been venting to melanie because i feel like i'll just stress her out. my mom, lejay, & carla are the only people i can really go to. my mom said that i just have to face reality and if things change its for the best. I always feel like shit and i don't feel like shit only because of "her"... I wish things can just go back to normal.