lets just say so much has changed since my last post... ill probably start posting blogs again, i kinda miss it.
update:
- january 2010- started out as a pretty good year. i guess i expected too much from it, didnt turn out how i wanted it to be, butt ive learned that expectations lead to disappointments... so lesson learned (:
had some good times &.. alot of bad.. lmao :D
- sadies 2010- my date was blind so i had to make the shirts (mostly) by myself and after i took care of him because everytime he opened his eyes itd hurt ALOT... poor baby.
- mr 2010- only because isiah was in it. lolol. turned out pretty goood thoo.
- prom 2010- i had fun, but then again i think i ruined everything for my date... im sorry.
it was still a memorable night for me.
- stag 2010- funfunfun, but had its downs because my own boyfriend didnt wanna dance with me... so i got followed by a creepy korean boy -__- haha
- june 2010- c/o 2010 graduated , and actually spent time with all of them before everyone went their seperate ways.
- summer 2010- spent with the one and only isiah de guzman & debut practices.. alot of drama because yah know... bitches aint shit but hoes and tricks. lol !
- christine casanass debut- pretty funnnn! but my relationship was going downnnn hill
- september 2010- school starts and doesnt turn out to be that bad. Ate tintin got married and spent a whole weekend with the de guzman family. pretty fun weekend btw. low key miss that part of september.
- october 2010- pretty good month.. my brother turned 18 and had a chill party , thanks to those who came btw.. it was a memorable night (: && homecomeing 2010 was pretty funnn <3
- november 2010- got my teeth pulled out and yeah... lolol
- december 2010- christmas was okay. im glad my family actually did something though.
i turned out to be single after a two year relationship by the end of the year. never felt the way i did & trust me it was a horrible feeling, getting your heart torn out -___-
i look back and realize how childish and ignorant i was too him. im sorry. hahaha.
2010 helped me grow up, it didnt have much of its GOOOOD times, but hey, i picked up alot from that year. The break up helped me grow up and made me realize that anything can happen, any time, any day, no matter how good you thought things were going. one minute, with just few words, can mean so much & change you & turn everything upside down. its amazing how it took 2 years to build up everything, & then one morning, in just a few minutes.. those 2 years were just thrown aside. i don't hate him for putting me through all that pain though, he actually taught me alot & made me a stronger person. BUTT lets just say now? im traumitized. hahaa
thats it for now kbye.
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